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who am i
by saara

Standing behind a fake smile
all perfect for a while
And I watch the world changes
But I freeze...
I stand in the silence,
Fear for my existence...
Am I really here?
Who am I?
I cannot see my reflection in the mirror,
I walk into the shadows,
can't bare the light.
who am I?
to acknowledge my fear
to run free among all,
All left in me
nothing but a shell
no more.
I hear midnight song.
I smile toward my friends.
But my heart.
empty, sad.
I cry, but have no tears
rain falls down,
the sky cries for me.
I want no one by my side, but the loneliness
yet I fear of being alone
I fake myself.
I loose myself,
my existence.
who am I?
what am I?
why am I even here?
I run away, run.
I am fading slowly,
and all shall forget me.